INSANITY!!!!

Holy Shmants!!

I'm going to be starting grade 9 in two weeks.

GRADE NINE!

Saying that I'm excited might not sum up all of my feelings. I have a feeling that my expectations are a little bit too high though. I have some experience with high expectations. They always end in disappointment. I was disappointed last year, and I don't want that to happen again. I want to be able to enjoy whatever happens. But there's not much I can do about that. I can't tame my imagination. It's just that there are classes I REALLY want, there I teachers I REALLY hope to get, and there are people I REALLY want to be in a class with. But I'm definitely not going to get everything I want.

Any whoo, jhgdkhirn,mdfhgjhfdjhg;kfjfd

Well, I'm just excited to be back in school. I like the summer, but to an extent.

But yeah,

Later gator!

The Epiphany of a perfect life

So, school sucks, weather sucks, and people suck. But let's not dwell on that. I have watched a bunch of movies lately that I recommend.

1. The lovely bones. The book was really good too, but the movie was phenomenal.

2. Valentines Day. This one is hilarious! I love it, but in my opinion, Taylor Swift should stick to singing, :s 'Cause she sure can't act!

3. Shrek: The final Chapter. Suprisingly it was really good. Very Romantic. ;)

4. Leap Year. I LOVED this movie. It's soooo romantic! I want to marry an irish guy soo much now. :)

5. Dear John. Again, soooo incredibly romantic. I just loovveed it. So devastating, yet so beautiful.

There's my input for today, so I'll talk to you later! :D

Later Gator,

Laura ;)

Violinn

Sooo, since my parents love me, they put me in violin lessons. Apparently god wanted me to do this, because we didn't even have to buy a violin. My grandmother gave me her dad's. It has a lot of fixing up to do, but I think it will do for now.

I can already play Mary Had A Little Lamb, and Hot Cross Buns!! Hehe, that's right. I gotss skillz. :) I love it soo much, but I don't think anyone expects me to stick with it. Which I will. Everyone's always like, 'Oh, Laura, are you sure you want to do this? The violin is a very hard instrument to play!' or, 'I would advise that you get a new bow. If Laura decides to stick with this instrument that is.' Seriously guys, I got this! Chill out! gosh!

Ughh, anyway, yeah. It is hard, but I really like the instrument so there! I am going to stick with it. :P

Later Gator

30-Hour Famine

Right now, I am sitting in a classroom of my school. It is 5:30. It is a tradition at my school to have a 30-hour famine. It's an organization through world vision, and I donated 60 $ to get in. You people probably don't care much, but it is very fun. Sort of. At least the love of my life is here. lol. Noooo. Okay, yeah. But still, at least he doesn't know he's the love of my life. Yet. We will be married someday. He just better plan his life accordingly.

Hehe, we're watching princess bride. I love this movie. It's soo funny. Blehh. I don't know what else to say, but I'm kind of bored. Tamara's here with me too. She's cool. Hehe, her computer won't log her in. Her pain gives me pleasure.

I wish there was more to do here. My love, let's call him Dale, is absolutely beautiful. Nobody knows I love him except for a few people. Well, okay, a lot of people know, but they're all very trustworthy. If anyone who wasn't trustworthy learned of my love, I would be screwed. I will probably mention Dale many times, so this is my introduction to the man I love most in this entire life. He's an awesome singer, great with kids, and is very... mature. If you catch my drift. Urmmm, I don't know what else to say. So yeah, that's my life so far. Bye bye.

p.s. FAIIILLLL

Stupid Boys

Boys are dumb. I've known this from a very early age. Then it was because they had cooties, but know it's because I've spent so much time around them. I'm pretty sure that I"m not going to date until I'm like, 18 because of how done I am with boys. Uggh they're just so confusing!!

I had a crush on this boy. We'll call him Andrew. That's not his name, but that's what we'll call him. So I had a crush on Andrew a few months ago, and he told me that he liked me back. It was all good and grand, until like a week later when he tells me that we shouldn't be dating anymore because I was too young for him. (He was only two years older than me.) So I'm like, well okay, if that's how you feel. But I was super crushed, I was still super over my head over him! Then later he started flirting with me again, and I was like,

'Do you like me as a friend, or as something more?'

His reply to me was,

'I kinda lost interest in you a while ago.'

Yeah! So I guess you can understand how I felt when one of my friends, let's call her Lauren, tells me that he asked her out the day after he broke up with me. She's only a month older than me!! Grr, so I was mad, and I did not talk to him for like, 4 months.

Then all of a sudden, out of the blue, a month before the talent show, Andrew asks me if I want to do a duet with him! Well apparently I still liked him so I agreed. Super happy as I was, we started spending lots of time together, and he asks me out again. So, I said yes. Boy was that a mistake. Gradually, more more we hung out, the more I started to hate him. Every little thing he did made me soo irritated! So I tried to avoid him the most I could, just until the talent show was over, then he would be out of my life. Obviously, I broke up with him, I couldn't continue with that. But I did have to put up with being his friend, and I'm sorry to say, but that was difficult.

So the talent show rolled around, and we did awful! Just horrendous! However, because he was friends with the judges, he bribed them into getting first place. I, obviously, ripped him a new one and refused to talk to him. Well, I talked to him long enough to tell him that he can have all the prize money that obviously meant so much to him, and to not bother sharing it with me.

But now he keeps trying to apologize, and wants to be best friends again! But I don't want to!! I do not like him at all! I never reply to any of his messages, and I give him one word answers when he tries to talk to me. I know it sounds mean, but it's nothing compared to some of the things he's done to me. This is one of the messages he sent me today!

March 29 at 4:46pm Report

i`m sorry. i dont want to be like this. i want us to be friends again.. i hate this

Uggghhh!! I just do not like him at all! Bleegghh. *sigh*

Well there's my venting for the day.

Later Gator.